I know what you mean! So much of this spoke to me, I wish I'd been able to craft a longer response, as there were so many beautiful paragraphs and ideas (but am on the road atm).

I'm glad you're finding your way to a better place and healing, one word/story at a time. You owe yourself that above all, I think, because that's the only way to function at true capacity, and give and bring into this world the light you were meant to (hope it doesn't come off as too corny xD).

Again, 🤍 for this.