Hey Amy! I'm glad this was of use! What do you write?
Self-publishing gets a lot of bad rep (largely undeserved, in my opinion), but is definitely quite challenging. So each with its own pros and cons, you know? For me, it's quite good. Still a long way to go, but I really enjoy the creative freedom that comes with it. And the learning curve, which is definitely a thing.
Will you make a decision? I'd say probably. Most of the time, life forces us to, whichever way we go. What's important, I think, is making sure life steers you towards decisions that prove beneficial and healthy for you.